What a beautiful morning! I remember waking
up an hour before the alarm went off. As the lazy capriciousness tried to set
in me and make me regret that I had to go to work, an encouraging thought
occupied that space.
Instead of
the usual complain about having to go work, I felt appreciation over that I was
going out in this beautiful morning. A calming peace entered my mind and I fell
right back to sleep only to be woken up by the sound of the alarm what felt
like immediately. It announced the start of the day and moments after a
switched it off, I was in the bathroom singing; though out of tune, jovially.
Sunday!
What a fitting name for just this Sunday! Or have I been pretermitting all the
past Sundays!?
The streets
are empty as usual, most people still tightly tucked in the warmth of their blankets.
Not a cockerel
crow not a dog’s bark. The sun shyly taking its place in the clear blue sky. It
too does not seem to willingly desire to disturb the sleepy morning. A gentle
blaze agrees with it, silently, invisibly swooshing by.
A few cars
even they installed with noise reducing systems hum lightly as they crisscross
the assigned roads. The drivers enjoying the near devoid Sunday morning
traffic.
In the city
the order transcends. The clean streets welcome the few treading feet. The
buildings firm and unquivering, guarding every soul within the walls, asleep or
awake, from the storms that may be.
Two hours
later, I go down Kattgränd, down the stairs that mark the end of the tarmac and
concrete and the start of the not very many city walking paths still left bare.
Into the small reserve, a sloping border from Södermalm, somewhere between
Munchenbryggeriet and Maria Hissen. Both historical landmarks.
As I come
to where Kattgränd and Monteliusvägen meet, a dose of fresh air fills my lungs.
The rain that showered most of the day before washed away the dust, but most
importantly for me the poisonous pollen as well.
After five
years in Sweden , I was made aware that I had
developed an allergic reaction to pollen. Since then, every time this sweet
scented dust from the trees hits the roads, and that’s every spring, am left a
sneezing, coughing, itchy-red-eyed weakling. Sometimes it strikes so hard it
feels like my lungs are squeezed from the inside making it hard to breath.
But the
rain takes care of that when it comes. While others pray for the sun, I pray
for the rain during the spring season. I stay indoors as much as possible and
thus can not enjoy the warming rays anyway. Otherwise a have no quarrels with
the sun, especially not this Sunday.
I stop at
Monteliusvägen and behold the sprawling Lake Mälaren . Calm and patient, slowly rocking
its waves in an unconvincing flow. It too seems to be enjoying the sun as its
surface sparkles in response. Boldly daring.
One day, I
say to myself while I curse the day I never learned how to swim. You win; I
give you a walkover but one day Mälaren. I will dive into you and explore your
soft belly.
I look
around me, the green and the many flowers, some too eager to sprout out after
the long autumn and winter seasons already blossoming brightly while others as
if caught in their slumber, just budding. The green grass already familiar with
the spring.
Right
there, life makes sense. We are here to enjoy these. Alone, I look around in
search of another human being with whom I can share these. No one… wait.
Another early riser is enthusiastically brushing the cemented path to a garden
outside his house. An old cultural house, more so a cottage. As if sensing my
brief gaze, he looks up and our eyes meet.
“Hej hej!!”
he shouts excitedly to which I shout my hej back happily. He goes back to his
work whistling.
Just as am
about to resume my walk, a middle aged couple walks chattering by. Their eyes
down looking at the ground they walk on. They don’t seem to notice me though
they hurriedly pass a half a meter away from me. Oblivious of what nature was
offering, consumed by the power walk and the confabulation.
Across the
Mälaren, the old city of Stockholm rests. Its tranquillity disarming
and but for a few tall buildings its ancient look appears unpollutable. The
brown city hall building, like a watchman, guarding the city. The
Riddarholmskyrkan, the oldest building in Stockholm dating back to 1200, with its long
metal tower, a golden cross at its tip points, directing to the deity above.
I pass
between the two orange coloured cultural buildings along Torkelknutsonsgatan.
Though people still live in them, they are preserved in their original state as
built over a hundred years ago and are guarded by the city bylaws to tell and
represent their time and the cultural history of the city.
As I pass
by, I remember a story that I heard about the house on the right side. A woman
who lives in one of the apartments on the ground floor heard a commotion from
the apartment above her. She had always thought that she lived alone until that
day. This was fifty years ago.
Late in the
evenings, she would hear foot steps going up the stairs but never saw anyone
during the day. This was disturbing because the noise from above would at times
keep her awake late into the night.
One day she
decided to find out more about her neighbour. The way to the entrance of the
house was just outside her window so she sat by the window one evening and
waited.
Several
hours later, just as she was about to give up, a man walked past the window
towards the entrance. She could not believe her eyes, all this time she had
thought that she was alone in the house whilst a man lived just a few steps up.
The
following day, she waited at the same place around the same time and as the
mysterious man passed by she rushed out and stood by her door. The gate squawked
as it opened and a tall strong looking man came through. When he saw her, he
stopped momentarily and looked suspiciously at her little form then ascended
the stairs ignoring her extended greetings.
She tried this
again even suggesting a cup of coffee at her place but the man ostensibly got
more and more irritated. Taking his unfriendly tone, she shouted to him to keep
it down when in the house coz it was disturbing her sleep. These only agitated
him further.
After a
while she could not stand it. She had tried to enquire about the man but no one
knew him or about him. She called the police and reported the suspected
intruder. She then warned him.
When the
police came with guns and dogs, the man was nowhere to be found. They decided
to break in after waiting long enough and investigate the inside of the
apartment. What they discovered made headlines the following day.
From the
bedroom, the smell of rot spread to the rest of the apartment. There was a
table by the bed filled with plates of different foods in different states of
decay. On the bed, a woman lay dead. Judging by the body’s putrefaction, she
had been dead for a while.
It was
later ascertained that the woman was the man’s mother, he was mentally ill and
that he had been making food for his dead mother every evening. He would then
leave the food on the table by the bed.
Anyway, the
twittering birds bring me to, back to the beauty, the fresh air, the peace and
the happy feeling the day was giving. They must be the same birds that Bob
Marley saw outside his door steps when he rose up that morning. Their songs
sweet the melody pure and true as they gave him their message. Don’t worry
about a thing, summer is nigh!
Njoro.
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